Man... I had given up getting back in here. Then I was watching this movie on TV, and I was like "Hmm... I should try that out and see if it works, but I bet it wont." Well it did.

BWAAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHAH!!!!

-Sera

Raijin! Loves you lots. *chu*

...till death do we part...

How false these words are. Even at death, you need not part with your lover. There is rebirth. No matter what shape or form you may take, you must remember, you can be reborn, if you wish it that is. However, you have to remember....

"No matter how many times we reincarnate, it is set in stone who we live for".

Cultures are different all over the world. While some countries weep for the loss of a life, there are others who rejoice. I shall show you BOTH points of views.

First, the one that most people know of. The sorrow of death. The death of a loved one is something to grieve over. They have gone and left this world, leaving nothing but their body which will soon rot away into the earth, to be taken away from you forever. WHy must that person that was loved so much deserve to die? Why is it that they had to go? No one knows. But all that is known is that they are gone. Never to be seen in that form ever again. You weep. You cry. You feel a pain in your heart as if some thing had been ripped away, leaving a gaping hole where it once was. It will take time for that wound to heal. Much time. How could they die and leave you behind on this planet? Why did they? Why should they? This....this is the selfish side of what humans feel when they lose a loved one. Then, there is the other side.

The joy of death. The happiness of someone who you love whom has passed away, leaving nothing but their bodies behind to return to the Earth in peace. They celebrate. They celebrate not for the life which has taken, but for the soul which has been freed. The soul which was trapped within the space of the human body and could not escape. Joy. Happiness. Celebration. All can appear from the passing of omne loved one. To celebrate means that the passing soul was loved and is still loved. They celebrate to let them know that it is ok to leave, for we will all be there soon. Yes. In the end, we will all be there too.

When you think about which one seems more logical. It is really up to you. If you have loved that person so much that it hurts, then you cry or you may celebrate. It matters not which you do. In the end, we all go to the same place.

The world is fragile. Every living thing on this damned planet is going to suffer at least once in their miserable, pathetic life. Everyone has expectations of other people which is just plain sad. It's stupid.

At the moment, I am an empty shell. I feel no pain. I feel no life. I feel no happiness or sadness. I feel absolutely nothing. I have this strange sensation inside of me right now where I am longing for a touch. Someone. Anyone. Just make me feel something. Love. Hate. Fear. Lust. Whatever. I don't care. I just need to feel something to know that I am alive.  I don't feel alive. I need a feeling. The easiest would be pain. But what would that prove? That I can slice my arm and I would feel the cold razor slicing through my fleash? That proves nothing to me. Absolutely nothing. Someone.....anyone.....do something to me. What the hell, beat me for all I care. Hell, rape me. I just need to know I am alive. Know that someone cares for me. I have a girlfriend, I have friends, and yet, I still feel so alone.  I don't know why. I love them all more than anything in the world, and yet....I feel empty. I think I'll go scare someone.